Monday, October 18, 2010

Why do I even bother?

I moved away from my family in Virginia to be with my grandchildren.

Now I can’t even have that. I went to football practice to see my grandsons, and they won’t even look at me or talk to me.  Because of something my niece said in a text message.  Something I have no control over.

I will go to the football games and watch the team.  I will go their banquet. And then, I will try to go on with my life without them….

If I sound depressed….I guess I am.  Now, I only have my internet friends to talk to…no one to hug me or tell me they love me….

Maybe when my grandson gets out of Basic training and comes home, he will come visit. I know he still loves me.

1 comment:

  1. Try not to get too upset. Its amazing how many families this happens to, you are not alone by a long chalk.
    Your grandchildren are under other influences at the moment but as they grow up, that won't always be the case. Cling onto that thought.